sometimes,,ii reallyy feel lyk hating uiie lots...but ii cant! uiie was lyk jus dun understand mii...uiie dunno when ii'm angwiie or when ii'm sad?everytime uiie're working...ii noe iis nort tat uiie wanted too...and uiie are working,,nort playing...ii tried to understand uiie...but wheneva uiie habb free time,,ii called uiie out,,uiie will surelyy habb some other dates...whiie...?ii dunno wart's goiing on...ii jus habb tiis kind of feelings...ii tried be4 alot of times to control myself and pretend nth...but.....it onlyy works alittle...aft tat,,ii will jus gett angwiie...and sometimes ii even qurrel wiibb uiie and feel lyk the rest of the dayy dun contact uiie or replyy ur msgs...but ii'm veriie afraid tat uiie will gibb up 1 dayy...and sae those thiings tat reallyy really gonna make mii hurt...iizziit myy fault?or urs?ii reallyy dun gett it...whiie mus it be tiis way?ii thiink...ii reallyy dun understand myself and wart ii wanna...ii'm sorriie...ii will still keep our promised...nv gonna sae break up...and will lasted foreva...ii hope uiie will keep it too...
♥ii lubb uiie♥
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