woke up tiis morning and myy eyes are swollen. =l it's becos of uiie agaiin larhs. dunno whiie,,ii kept thinking bck to the thiings tat habb happened and the thiings tat other ppl said. haiiz. didn't gett to slp well last niite uh. fallen aslp around 1am + and woke up at 5.45am. tired larhs. skool iis as per normal. aft skool went canteen eat lunch be4 goiing bck hm. myy last decision will be remaining iin NT stream. some of uiie may thiink tat ii habb wasted / gibb up the onlyy chance but ii reallyy cant cope wibb NA works. most importantly,,ii dun wanna gibb up on hiim and our relationship. uiie shld noe the reason whiie uh. and pls stopp making mii angwiie larhs. ii reallyy dun lyk it.
tiis morning kenna called out by VP. she gave us try tiis yr SA2 NA paper. ii flipped open and totally stunned! -.- shoo MANY ants inside! okkiie. ii tried to do the 1st page. close passage,,fill iin the blanks. out of 10 questions,,ii thiink ii onlyy ans 5 - 6? it's reallyy hard for mii larhs. ii then raised up myy hand,,tell the teacher can stopp doiing?she say wait till 8.30am then gibb bck. waited waited waited. when time strikes 8.30am,,ii stood up,,walked to the front,,gibb her bck the paper. while others are still doiing. -.- ii gibb up the chance myself. ii jus hope tat ii wont feel any regretts iin future.
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hu iis lying to mii now?ii hate ppl hu lies. dun lett mii find out.
actuallyy ii'm still angwiie and sad when ii thiink bck but
ii'm jus afraid we would end lyk tiis.
ii noe uiie thiink tiis way too. we will end uh. haiiz.
ii try spoke to 1 of myy frenz today and nearly myy tears dripped
dwn. tried myy best to hold it bck. lucky.
whiie whiie whiie?!!! ii reallyy wanna noe whiie!?
whiie probs start poping up iin between us?cant we jus be bck lyk last time
when we 1st noe each other?no qurrels at all.
now the prob iis wiibb mii or uiie?reallyy dunno larhs. tiis
few days ii'm reallyy tired larhs. jus feel lyk ..... -.-
