It's Over
went out with laogong today . papa lie larhs . say hao 3 ppl go out together de then didn't come . i know you got other valentine peii you guo liao larhs . zzz. -.-alone train down to Somerset meet laogong . aft he reached , we went walked around at Orchard Road . our whole day was spend thr . went to FarEast bought 1 new bangle & a belt . when walk out of Far East , saw Peng Guang & Wenbin walk pass . suay larh saw them . Tess , Yaji & Solihin thencome from the back ... i didn't saw them lor ... zzz . chat chat & di di siao siao for awhile jiu went off le . went to Paragon & alot other places walk walk . all is atOrchard . aft tat went Lucky Plaza walk walk again. while waiting for laogong's gan di , Daniel , come find us with his another frenz , we were sitting on abanch outside arcade chatting & playing together . was fun ... huggs & bite laogong again ... 1st time know Lucky Plaza got arcade on the top floor olsowor . lols . aft Daniel & his another frenz reached , they went in arcade to play 1 round of Daytona . of cos is my laogong win larhs ... lols . then aft tat theywant to play pool , thats in the arcade de . they then went book the table & do dunno what thing . below 16 is not allowed to enter or play . the aunty at thecounter de keep bio-ing me ... then ask them why got another person come ... Daniel's frenz then tell the aunty i'm 16 le . didn't bring my ic out and my ezlink card is with teacher ... then the fucking hell aunty say then she still cant stay here . wtf . then sua lor ... laogong & the other 2 play pool while i gooutside walk walk on my own . aft they finish playing the pool went meet them again . Daniel & his frenz went off 1st le cos they want go eat . me &laogong then continue walk at Orchard ... went Skate Park slacked . see all the pro ppls do stunts all that ... called laogong lend me his phone . lookthrough his things & i found somethings . 1 of his contact named ' dear dear '. & my name is still my name ... that ' dear dear ' no. is not my no. olso . aftthat i return him his phone . didn't talk anything le . just sat down thr diam diam . dun want to look up cos i'm crying & thinking of alot of questions in myheart ... at around 7.30pm + we jiu went take train home le . he alighted at AMK then change to take bus home . during the journey we didn't talk to eachother or not even standing together or look at each other ... aft he alighted not long he msged me . dun want to post out our conversation . but all i'mthinking is he 2 timed me ...
we officially broke up le . my heart is really very pain . feel like crying in the train le but i cant ... why is my relationship like that de ? why god jiu shi cannotlet me have a perfect relationship ? i really love him & nv want to let him go . but why must this happen ? our 10 Months just suddenly put a full-stop & endhere . i really cant take it . i cant imagine what is my day tmr & in the future be like without you ... all i can do is cry now ... like wtf ? whr did the strong megone ? laogong , i really love you ...
all i can say now is14 Febuary , 10 Months 9 Days , 8.23pm i will rmb this day de .thks for the 10 Months & 8 Days . i'm really happy to be together with you . hope you can last long with tat ' dear dear ' or found another stead soon . iwont be getting into relationships anymore ... i have NO MORE confident in guys . i will still be waiting for you ... i promised .
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