boring wkends larhs ! ytd and today staying at home rott ... ke lian . lols . ytd ex bf went to take his new super four bike le . wonder how it look likes aft changing the colour ... o.- then at nite had a quarrel with my mother again just becos of i scold her ' ta ma de ' ... quarrel and quarrel , nagged and nagged , scold and scold ... hack cares her , put on my headset attached to the com , watch my show ... more and more buay tahan her liao ... go into the room wake my father up somemore . really lame uh ... still say what let me hear you scold 1 more time i kick you out of the hse ... wa seh , when i heard this i so happy sia . how i wish she really kenna kick out of the hse on the spot and dun have to stay here anymore ! zzz sickening ... stayed up till abt 2.45am msg ex bf , wanted to chatt with him but he told me he alrdy fallen aslp le . sianz lor . all the while was waiting for his msg ... wtf . then nvm nor . he went back to slp and i slept at 3am + . woke up at 9am - 10am + i think ? sianz arhs ! tmr skool reopen le . hell ... stupid skool stupid skool ! -.-

i really misses you alot , how i hope i can get to see you now ...

and i'll hugged & play with you ...

misses the 10 months we had together ...

but now , we are bro & sista relationship ...

and nth else .

wonder can we get back to the times we once was ?

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check time : 8pm

aftnoon 3pm + went lott meetup with zha boss , accept Wenyi , she's not thr . pei them do their hws in library and slacked all that . at 6pm + went home . dun feel like writing much now as i'm damn moody ... mood is dwn again .

God , pls help ...

i'm feeling that our feelings for each other is fading ...

will we still get to patch back ?

sorry , i'm really dwn for you ...

how i wish you can tell me ...