I'm sorry , I can't be Perfect
skool as usual today . dunno from what lesson , my bad flu is back . sickening hell ... maths lesson try to faster complete the 2 question teacher gave us and dou on table slp . really xin ku lor . keep sneezing . oh man ... i slp till so shuang then Tess try to wake me up . fuckkk !!! i dreaming abt somethings lor ... >=( GrRRR !!! stupid teacher ! still say if i dun wake up , Michael have to give me a kiss to wake me up . eee ... puke . i then dun want his arhs ! i want also want his* ... =X ( we're just fooling around )
aft skool meet up with Lawrence , my bro's frenz , at lott and ate lunch together . he reached ltr than me so he must treat me water cos i say de . lols . pinky bundong and pepper lunch ( chicken ) . yummy yummy ... aft eating went out of lott . saw JunKai ... he dun recognised me le lor . zzz ! he have changed alot ... more shuaii and smoking ... xDD chatted for awhile jiu went off le . off to malam , Lawrence bought 1 box of candy floss for me . cos on the way out from lott , saw other ppl eating then i also want eat !!! got memories for me de ok ... =X aft buying it he jiu send me home . kenna bullied by me till jialat jialat larh . haha . poor thing ... i will tell eric de !!! =DD --- post again another day or maybe tmr ... ---
always hope to patch back with you ;
but simply just very afraid that things would happen again ;
a lie ? 2 timed ? break promise ?
what shld i do god ?
if we be back gans , would it be better ?
if we remain as normal frenzs , would it be better ?
i'm really afraid ...
all i wanted is you to be mine , and your love ;
could i have it from you ?
♥ 3:16 PM
