She's yours .
aftnoon train dwn to Hougang alone . lucky reached thr still have some time so meet up with papa at Hougang Mall . pass him the strip , walked around and went to his hse . cos at 1st he was wearing his ' fake spec ' then he say he dun want wear liao , want go home put . he stay very near to Hougang Mall lor . reached his hse , his mother and younger bro was at home . still have time and while waiting for his frenz to call him , went into his room he on the com play . then i play with his baby tiger . quiet cute de . stupid papa lor ... di di siao siao keep di siao-ing me . -.- aft awhile it started raining heavily . hell ... at this ' good timing ' his frenz called him . he went to meet his frenzs at mrt station i think and i went ex-bf blk . both of us are really drenched till jialat jialat okay ... i more wet larh cos ex-bf stay a distance away from papa . somemore have to find his blk by my own . like just went swimming and came up ... fuck lor . all the ppl think i siao de . lols .
went up the overhead bridge , got this very gd guy . he offered me his tissue paper but i say dun need , thk q . he's really very gd larhs . =] reached ex-bf void deck msged him ... haiz . i'm planning to jump but at last didn't have the chance . i was at the 12 - 13 floor of his blk and he came up look for me . keep calling him go home but he dun want ... sickening lor . hai me cannot jump . hell . really wish to end my life , so dun have to care abt anything else . i know i'm stupid ... -.- took few ciggys from ex-bf smoke . today smoke the most liao . lols . aft awhile dunno who called him say he can go take his new bike le . i dunno he's buying new bike lor . ccb . went to his bike shop with him and panda . he ride his drangonfly ... reached his bike shop , he talked to the boss all that then i at aside walk here and thr . like so sianz but lucky got alot chio SR bikes acc me ... i'm crazy ... kao ... wished that they were all mine ! 4 yrs more ... i'll wait .
finally they discuss finish le . went atm , ex-bf draw out his money then went kfc panda want to buy food to eat . say he from morning till now nv eat anything . lols . like hungry ghost larh him ... eat and eat and eat ... also wont fat de . zzz . then went back to the bike shop they settle their things and we went off . alrdy quiet late le . around 7pm + i think ? all the way from dunno whr they ride bike to cck ... so shuang larh . 1st time sky dark and i still have the chance to sit bike and enjoy . i really love that kinda feelings ... sickening panda !!! keep turning rounds and rounds in cck and keep saying me . i dun want to hear your voice ! -.-
reached cck , meet Celest , Cherlyn and Liping at traffic light . went malam walked together then went lott walked walked . aft that separated with Celest and Cherlyn cos they say they want go home 1st . -.-" panda's gf then called him . he went dunno whr de staircase 3G with his gf . waited for him damn long de ... hell . dua pai larh . =X the time was very late le ... parents keep calling but i keep didn't answering . very vex de okay ... fucking hell . just tell them i'm going home soon le and phone low batt cant talk le then kupp . sooo naggy ... @#$%^&@*#^#$% panda came meet up with us outside mac and we went off le . panda and ex-bf go back dunno whr while me and Liping went buy some food then went home . reached home , nagg and nagg and nagg . just shut your mouth ! although was a tiring day but i did enjoy alot . 1 thing bad was like hell ... didn't manage to end my life ! hate that ! sickening .
PS : saw Belinda ( ex-bf's gan dear ) at Hougang Mall . she works at thr . i saw her but she dunno who am i . she quite pretty de . abt same height as me , long abit golden hair ... no wonder ex-bf have falled for her . hmmm ... you shld go back to her . she's better than me . i admitt ... jia yous barh ... hope you lastlonq with her ...
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