A physical wound never hurts more than a broken heart
Morning was damn tired once again ... Due to late slp ( super broken english uh ... ) ytd nite . Was online-ing with BF till 2am + be4 both of us went to bed . Same thing , he didn't send me to skool this morning nor fetch me from skool to have lunch together in the aftnoon ... Cos he have to go for his job interview at 7.30am in the morning . Aft that jiu start working le . Mac delivery man . Lols . It also means that he will be having lesser time for me / come dwn to CCK pei me . Fine Fine Fine ... Then i shall find someone else to entertain me . =X
In class had a quarrel with BF through sms again . His 13 Bao Bei Lao Pos and Bao Bei Lao Po Jeslynn ... -.- But we are fine . Future , we will be quarreling more and more times so just have to get used to it ... Ended skool at 1.45pm . Actually is 1pm but Mr Sim release us at 1.45pm for today , tmr and tmr tmr . Self studying for 45mins . Aft i have done my work during the 45mins self studying , took out a piece of blank paper and start drawing things . -.-" Nth else better to do larhs . Aft skool walked to lott with frenzs then went home . Didn't join them for lunch cos i'm not feeling hungry / no appitite to eat ...
Saw a guy that is damn alike with loon gorgor oppo traffic light but i dunno izzit him ... We keep eye contacting each other but didn't walk forward and ask / talk ? He's with his new gf i think ... Green light , we start walking and he smile at me and walked pass ... But i still cant confirm ... Aft that , i continue walked home ... Msged loon gorgor's no. but no one replys ... Sad ... I hope that guy that i say was him . Miss him lots lotss ...
BF is still busy working now i guess ? No msg from him for
5hrs + since the last msg he send to me ...
I really wonder / think hard ,
Is it a wrong thing that i have done to give you another chance?
It's impossible for me to stop bringing up all your things / past things ...
I tried be4 , but i cant do it ...
I cant accept all the things that you once did ...
Whatever it is , i can sense out relationship is gonna end someday ...
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