Rot-ed at home ytd and today . Kinda moody and disappoint-ed right now . Suppose to be meeting baby today to collect our couple ring together . Aftnoon 12+ he went over to his cousin's hse as it is his birthday . 3+ msg-ed baby ask-ed him whether 4 + can go take the ring not cos i'm having family dinner tonight at 7 . He said he cant make it cos his cousin / others want to go to Science Center . Then i was like so ' forget it ' out of sudden . Only today i'll be free cos tmr maybe have to stay back in skool . ( Not comfirm yet ) From the moment i woke up in the morning i was real excited and looking forward to take the rings . I have wait-ed for 4days till this day arrived . But who knows this is the outcome . I cant say anything too cos it's his cousin's birthday , of cos more big larhs . Now , i dun feel that the rings is as important as be4 . Maybe it's god wish barh? I dunno . Or maybe from the start it's a wrong thing that we bought the rings?
