You will have your Freedom / Peace / Everything from now on ,
Same thing happen-ed last nite , cant slp but flip here and thr . And morning had to forced myself up cos i didn't have enough slp . -.- In the end , it's becos of who?
English lesson was bored . Softly turn-ed on my favourite song to entertain myself . Tears start flowing dwn my cheeks but i tried to hold it back . Whole day was like awhile sad , became normal , awhile moody and became normal again . Haiz , i dunno what to say le alrights . Just feeling so _l_ up .
HE lesson , cook-ed pancakes . Luckily got KuoChoon came over to help me cook mine , arbo sure all chao da . =X Anyway , aft cooking all , mine is like totally plain and no flavour? -.-" I think i've forgotten to add the soya sauce , pepper , etc . No wonder uh . Lols .
HOM lesson , listen to teachers talk rubbish again . Last half an hr whole class went dwn to canteen to have our Pizza treat by Mr Sim . Becos for Maths Paper 1 , 80% of the class pass-ed . Nice nice , yummy yummy . Aft skool bus-ed back Lot , went LJS bought lunch for my bro and went home .
Last min decided to meetup with BF as i want make things all CLEAR with him . Saw him at oppo the traffic lights . He came over and i told him to wait for me at 33A as i have to go home bathe , pass my bro his lunch then come dwn again .
Went dwn to 33A , start keep smoking my Viceroy Ice . I think in an hr time i smoked abt 7 - 8 sticks? Lols . I'm getting my cancer very soon , i know . It's not that i wanted to or addicted to it , is becos i'm moody / bored .
Make this all CLEAR-ED with him , including disown-ing Chriscia . Ask-ed him what he wish , he said
want me not to anyhow think everytime ,
make things clear be4 anyhow* say anything
( as in keep saying he's with gals / etc ) ,
dun keep saying he with other gals / etc .
And lastly , i ask-ed him whether do he want freedom , he said yes , blahblahblah . So from now onwards , you will have your freedom and everything . Happy le marh?
Went Lot again to bought bubble tea and went back to 33A slack-ed . 5pm + kiss gd bye and went home .
i hope what you say are true , there are NO MORE anymore gan meis* that will pop out .
going out soon again . 214 slack with Jie and Viceroy Ice again .